While she sings
A quiet man dismembers a doll and sands down its parts
Finding again its always easier to take someone apart
Than put them back together
El Greco's Christ stops on the sidewalk and sees her
So much beauty behind the glass
He comes inside but still can't get any closer, than ever
You took Bedlam for his Golgotha but he says it was Rikers
The place is clean and well lit
But you don't have insomnia anymore
You're just tired of sleeping, alone
It hurts me, too, she sings, and you believe her
Random scribblings -- poems, song lyrics, novel excerpts, maybe a short story a time or two, possibly even a drawing once in a while, an occasional rant -- from the last 25 years or so, with no claim made for their merit or value, simply a demonstration of their existence.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
When in Love's Illusion Blessed
When in love's illusion blessed
I thought my loneliness dispelled
I all my happiness confessed
And my hopes and dreams did tell
To the one who acted as keeper of my heart
To the very guardian of my soul
The one to whom I gave my second-best part
Her who made all my broken places whole
In mystery I found my separateness increased
At the cost of all that is best kept within
So I made solitude my masterpiece
And intimacy my most grievous sin
Let her only so close as my body would allow
Exulting in the running of her fingertips on my flesh
Yet reluctant still to surrender my past for now
Permitted us solely the bond of that transient caress
What I believed was love, she believed withholding
What I would keep as mine, she would rather claim
And time all the while its changes was unfolding
It was this gave our love such fleeting fame
Perhaps this is a common story, perhaps a twice-familiar tale
Perhaps love dying must always come to this
That in the pain of its rendering, its brightness is leached pale
And sealed for life with a vampire's kiss
I thought my loneliness dispelled
I all my happiness confessed
And my hopes and dreams did tell
To the one who acted as keeper of my heart
To the very guardian of my soul
The one to whom I gave my second-best part
Her who made all my broken places whole
In mystery I found my separateness increased
At the cost of all that is best kept within
So I made solitude my masterpiece
And intimacy my most grievous sin
Let her only so close as my body would allow
Exulting in the running of her fingertips on my flesh
Yet reluctant still to surrender my past for now
Permitted us solely the bond of that transient caress
What I believed was love, she believed withholding
What I would keep as mine, she would rather claim
And time all the while its changes was unfolding
It was this gave our love such fleeting fame
Perhaps this is a common story, perhaps a twice-familiar tale
Perhaps love dying must always come to this
That in the pain of its rendering, its brightness is leached pale
And sealed for life with a vampire's kiss
Confession
I can never remember the words of the poets
My head is full of all kinds of junk and baseball statistics
I'll take my chances anyway
I can't remember the words of the prophets either
But I get the gist
The law I never paid any attention to
Believing it is mercy and not sacrifice that is wanted
I just hope they'll see it that way
My head is full of all kinds of junk and baseball statistics
I'll take my chances anyway
I can't remember the words of the prophets either
But I get the gist
The law I never paid any attention to
Believing it is mercy and not sacrifice that is wanted
I just hope they'll see it that way
One Love
Hope Road is where you find it
And where else could it be
Some occurrences are beyond irony
That he should be found there is one of these
Jah lives, and the soul of man never dies
And his prophets wear the raiment of lions
And cool themselves in the dust
Unfettered and scarred
There is no wire fence in his creation
Not one among you recollects
That a guitar may be fashioned
Of a sardine box, castaway bamboo
And some chicken wire
Or by stretching an inner tube
Across the barn door
Blessed are the poor in spirit
For they shall know the kingdom of God
It is possible they already dwell there
Who can talk, talk
Who can make anything, make
And who can sing, sing
And me sing
Jah lives, and the soul of man never dies
I and I know that God would have as many manifestations as children
Do you think that when Jesus comes he would look like you?
Nixon Comes to the Monuments
O, if only I could make them see
If only they would listen
But there's so many of them, together
And I am just one
And there is so much that separates us
They know nothing of football
And I've never been blown
Still there is this that joins us
None of us ever knew the country we loved
Here's the secret, here's what you still don't know
That no thought was ever given
The argument was just for show
Let loose the birds, set the valley on fire
Watch the smoke rise from the valley below
If only they would listen
But there's so many of them, together
And I am just one
And there is so much that separates us
They know nothing of football
And I've never been blown
Still there is this that joins us
None of us ever knew the country we loved
Here's the secret, here's what you still don't know
That no thought was ever given
The argument was just for show
Let loose the birds, set the valley on fire
Watch the smoke rise from the valley below
The Act of Love
Crossroads
When you walk all over me
Think a kind word
For you were always kind
To me
Or didn't you know I thought that of you?
Be generous, when you think your kind words
For you were always generous
To me
Or didn't you know I thought that of you?
For you were always kind
To me
Or didn't you know I thought that of you?
Be generous, when you think your kind words
For you were always generous
To me
Or didn't you know I thought that of you?
Didn't you know it was you made it so bearable for a while?
When you stop here
Be sure to take the right path when you go on
You were right about this place
I get to see so many people here without having to face them
The cross I could not bear in my lifetime I get to hold up now
Folk Music
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