Random scribblings -- poems, song lyrics, novel excerpts, maybe a short story a time or two, possibly even a drawing once in a while, an occasional rant -- from the last 25 years or so, with no claim made for their merit or value, simply a demonstration of their existence.
Friday, January 20, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
American Elegance
Ulysses S. Grant told his doctor
Fact is I think I'm a verb
A verb is anything that signifies to be
To do, to suffer
Fact is, I signify all three
Allen Iverson is a verb meaning
To get from here to there
Like that! (The way he did it)
Your game is what you are
Sister Edward Mary played the autoharp for us
Though not like Kilby Snow
But even so, even so
I was never afraid of anything living
Was what the gunslinger told me
Except for ghosts
And now I've outlived that
The pure products of America go crazy
Wrote the kindly physician
But, Josie, I'm still feeling pretty good
For an old man in my condition
Got to find some peace and quiet
I've been listening to John Cage
There is the real American elegance
Said Pablo Picasso while gazing upon Honest Abe
Torturetown
I raised them with the tears of my eyes
Look how these devils came and took them
They were just gone, overnight
These are tales told, verbatim, in Torturetown
Torturetown, Torturetown
These are tales told in Torturetown
Many people were tortured more than me
I just wanted to save my soul
I wonder why they did it
These are tales told, verbatim, in Torturetown
Torturetown, Torturetown
These are tales told in Torturetown
Why does one human being
Want to break the soul of another?
My son accepts his destiny
as something already written
These are tales told, verbatim,
in Torturetown
Torturetown, Torturetown
These are tales told
in Torturetown
Well might you ask
Where is this Torturetown?
Well might you ask
Where can it be found?
Well might you ask
Where is this Torturetown
Well might you ask
Where can it be found?
Not all that far away from here
Somewhere right close around
Somewhere where your flight touches down
I don't know who that is
I don't know who that is
I told you I don't know who that is
I don't know who that is
I don't know who that is
I told you, I don't know who that is
Interrogation
Elimination
Termination
Liquidation
Salvage
Interrogation
Elimination
Termination
Liquidation
Salvage
Look how these devils came and took them
They were just gone, overnight
These are tales told, verbatim, in Torturetown
Torturetown, Torturetown
These are tales told in Torturetown
Many people were tortured more than me
I just wanted to save my soul
I wonder why they did it
These are tales told, verbatim, in Torturetown
Torturetown, Torturetown
These are tales told in Torturetown
Why does one human being
Want to break the soul of another?
My son accepts his destiny
as something already written
These are tales told, verbatim,
in Torturetown
Torturetown, Torturetown
These are tales told
in Torturetown
Well might you ask
Where is this Torturetown?
Well might you ask
Where can it be found?
Well might you ask
Where is this Torturetown
Well might you ask
Where can it be found?
Not all that far away from here
Somewhere right close around
Somewhere where your flight touches down
I don't know who that is
I don't know who that is
I told you I don't know who that is
I don't know who that is
I don't know who that is
I told you, I don't know who that is
Interrogation
Elimination
Termination
Liquidation
Salvage
Interrogation
Elimination
Termination
Liquidation
Salvage
Friday, January 13, 2012
Reason
To look at anything straight
With any degree of honesty
Is to be mad
Divorced of context
Nothing can withstand such scrutiny
Consider: The incivility of mirrors
The angularity of time
The power of snow
The justice of loneliness
The insularity of caution
The risk of daylight
The tenure of confidence
The intricacy of breath
The honor of mendacity
There are times I rage, times I tremble
Sometimes it's time to go up on the bridge and blow your horn
I couldn't shoot down a mad dog in the middle of the street
With any degree of honesty
Is to be mad
Divorced of context
Nothing can withstand such scrutiny
Consider: The incivility of mirrors
The angularity of time
The power of snow
The justice of loneliness
The insularity of caution
The risk of daylight
The tenure of confidence
The intricacy of breath
The honor of mendacity
There are times I rage, times I tremble
Sometimes it's time to go up on the bridge and blow your horn
I couldn't shoot down a mad dog in the middle of the street
Patti
Dance the dance
Trance the trance
Trance the dance
Dance the trance
Host the host
Ghost the ghost
Ghost the host
Host the ghost
Play the play
Gray the gray
Gray the play
Play the gray
Time the time
Rhyme the rhyme
Time the rhyme
Rhyme the time
Eye the eye
Why the why
I the I
Eye the why
Why the I
I the why
I the eye
Why the eye
Eye the I
Overcome
Come over
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
The End of Days
Guys named Bud who work for
the town
Volunteer firefighters in SUVs
Hey Shorty, name that tune for the
month of June
DMX has been spotted in Applebees
The sirens are crying and the cops
are flying
They're all going different ways
Sinatra lost her to the summer wind
We all get a little desperate at the
end of days
They're all real big and most of it's muscle
Their caps are on backwards but their heads are on straight
They look a little like Buddhas but not so serene
One for my baby, one for the road, one just because it's getting late
The sirens are crying and the cops are flying
They're all going different ways
The piano man says only the good die young
We all get a little desperate at the end of days
The bartender's kind of heavy but
she's real sweet
The waitresses are all like family
The guys are too old and the girls
are too young
Nothing's as pretty as what's
on the TV
The sirens are crying and the cops are flying
They're all going different ways
Twenty, twenty-four hours to go, I need
to be sedated
We all get a little desperate at the end of days
The Yankees won, the Mets lost
This Sunday is said to be the Pentecost
Everyone in here is already speaking in tongues
They don't understand though it's all the same one
The sirens are crying and the cops are flying
They're all going different ways
Can't you see, can't you see, what that woman
been doing to me?
We all get a little desperate at the end of days
The swimming coach pours a shot of Bacardi
into his Corona
He turns the bottle upside down and covers it
with his thumb
God bless the McGuckins and the girl halfway
down with the long dark hair
Who tells her phone, I don't know, he got kind
of weird when I asked if I could come
The sirens are crying and the cops
are flying
They're all going different ways
Get up, stand up, stand up for
your rights
We all get a little desperate at the
end of days
Coyotes on the firehouse lawn
Clouds of bats returning home
Crows up on the telephone wire
Taunting me for being so alone
The sirens are crying and the cops are flying
They're all going different ways
Lord I was born a ramblin' man
We all get a little desperate at the end of days
Runner
Last night I slept in a doorway
The rain was soft and fair
The utilities were digging up the street
But none of them saw me there
Cause I was like a Tarahumara
Like a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Like a ghost in the canyon where
the conquistadores
Have never even been
Like a Tarahumara
Like a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Then one of them noticed me
And they all got kind of nervous
Don't know if it was cause I was still here
Or because I had no need for the service
Cause I was like a Tarahumara
Like a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Drifting like a cloud across the mountainside
With the wildfire still blazing
Like a Tarahumara
Like a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Well even if they whistle you for a false start
Just keep going, don't look back
Just so long as your path has heart
The perfect runner leaves no track
After many, many hundreds of miles
I overtook myself at last
I made pretty good time overall
On my journey through the past
Like a Tarahumara
Like a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Like a spirit already long since finished
Before his race was even run
Like a Tarahumara
Lke a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Like a coyote in the shadow of the wilderness
At the setting of the sun
Like a runner . . .
Like a runner . . .
Like a runner . . . fading away
Like a runner . . . fading away
Like a runner . . . fading away
The rain was soft and fair
The utilities were digging up the street
But none of them saw me there
Cause I was like a Tarahumara
Like a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Like a ghost in the canyon where
the conquistadores
Have never even been
Like a Tarahumara
Like a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Then one of them noticed me
And they all got kind of nervous
Don't know if it was cause I was still here
Or because I had no need for the service
Cause I was like a Tarahumara
Like a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Drifting like a cloud across the mountainside
With the wildfire still blazing
Like a Tarahumara
Like a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Well even if they whistle you for a false start
Just keep going, don't look back
Just so long as your path has heart
The perfect runner leaves no track
After many, many hundreds of miles
I overtook myself at last
I made pretty good time overall
On my journey through the past
Like a Tarahumara
Like a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Like a spirit already long since finished
Before his race was even run
Like a Tarahumara
Lke a Tarahumara
Like an Indian
Like an Indian
Like a coyote in the shadow of the wilderness
At the setting of the sun
Like a runner . . .
Like a runner . . .
Like a runner . . . fading away
Like a runner . . . fading away
Like a runner . . . fading away
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Fairy Tale
So many words
Don't mean it's all just talk
Don't you know with others I'm quiet?
And for so long there was only silence
Exile and running and violence
Within death ran riot
Put your hand in mine and come for a walk
Let us listen to the songs of the birds
We could be great together in our
time, Charlene
Have you not yet figured it out?
Do you not know who I am?
I am the prince
And you are the girl
And were we at last to kiss
We might set fire to this world
I must go among them in disguise
So that they may speak the more freely
And I escape all notice
Though for the kiss of recognition I yearn
Then lionhearted and sure will I return
To dispel the lies that were told us
About heresy and gold and opportunity
Strike a blow against fortune and men's eyes
And win the hand of the fair Charlene
Have you not yet figured it out?
Do you not know who I am?
I am the prince
And you are the girl
And were we at last to kiss
We might set fire to this world
When I sipped from the chalice
She cried
I never sipped from the chalice
I lied
But I kept on searching
And I didn't die
The thought of you starts my heart to dance
I wish you could see the way you look in my eye
Election is the conceit of the learned
History is the conceit of nations
I went unseen at all of their stations
And there was no mercy in the offerings they burned
Stand with me amidst all their pleas and cries
Make fate our own and love our circumstance
Two together is the greatest force, Charlene
Have you not yet figured it out?
Do you not know who I am?
I am the prince
And you are the girl
And were we at last to kiss
We might set fire to this world
Mistake not in my cloak of rags
For my soul does not rove in tatters
And as a king I am with thee
In these and country matters
A world for you I would procure
And with my lines proclaim
Invite you where no other has stepped
With you share the same
For these things I make are not less than real
Even greater for the claim
Won't you walk out with me tonight, Charlene
In the soft midnight rain?
Have you not yet figured it out?
Do you not know who I am?
I am the prince
And you are the girl
And were we at last to kiss
We might set fire to this world
Don't mean it's all just talk
Don't you know with others I'm quiet?
And for so long there was only silence
Exile and running and violence
Within death ran riot
Put your hand in mine and come for a walk
Let us listen to the songs of the birds
We could be great together in our
time, Charlene
Have you not yet figured it out?
Do you not know who I am?
I am the prince
And you are the girl
And were we at last to kiss
We might set fire to this world
I must go among them in disguise
So that they may speak the more freely
And I escape all notice
Though for the kiss of recognition I yearn
Then lionhearted and sure will I return
To dispel the lies that were told us
About heresy and gold and opportunity
Strike a blow against fortune and men's eyes
And win the hand of the fair Charlene
Have you not yet figured it out?
Do you not know who I am?
I am the prince
And you are the girl
And were we at last to kiss
We might set fire to this world
When I sipped from the chalice
She cried
I never sipped from the chalice
I lied
But I kept on searching
And I didn't die
The thought of you starts my heart to dance
I wish you could see the way you look in my eye
Election is the conceit of the learned
History is the conceit of nations
I went unseen at all of their stations
And there was no mercy in the offerings they burned
Stand with me amidst all their pleas and cries
Make fate our own and love our circumstance
Two together is the greatest force, Charlene
Have you not yet figured it out?
Do you not know who I am?
I am the prince
And you are the girl
And were we at last to kiss
We might set fire to this world
Mistake not in my cloak of rags
For my soul does not rove in tatters
And as a king I am with thee
In these and country matters
A world for you I would procure
And with my lines proclaim
Invite you where no other has stepped
With you share the same
For these things I make are not less than real
Even greater for the claim
Won't you walk out with me tonight, Charlene
In the soft midnight rain?
Have you not yet figured it out?
Do you not know who I am?
I am the prince
And you are the girl
And were we at last to kiss
We might set fire to this world
Seven Muddy Horses
The first time I saw them in a dream
Loping through a mountain pass
The next time I saw them was in town
Coming cross the river bridge
Running fast
Seven muddy horses
On one sat a rider
His face a mask, of grim countenance
and death
Red roses where his eyes had been
And no one rode the rest
Seven muddy horses
The next time I saw them
Was on the burying ground
Standing in a herd at a respectful distance
With their heads bowed down
Seven muddy horses
John Brown rode a cock horse
Jesus rode a mule
One of them was a savior
The other a madman and a fool
I'm not afraid of dying, especially out of doors
But I'm not going to any more funerals, especially yours
Sometimes late at night when the candles are burning
And there's no one else around
That's when I hear the sound
Seven muddy horses
Seven muddy horses
Seven muddy horses
Going down
Loping through a mountain pass
The next time I saw them was in town
Coming cross the river bridge
Running fast
Seven muddy horses
On one sat a rider
His face a mask, of grim countenance
and death
Red roses where his eyes had been
And no one rode the rest
Seven muddy horses
The next time I saw them
Was on the burying ground
Standing in a herd at a respectful distance
With their heads bowed down
Seven muddy horses
John Brown rode a cock horse
Jesus rode a mule
One of them was a savior
The other a madman and a fool
I'm not afraid of dying, especially out of doors
But I'm not going to any more funerals, especially yours
Sometimes late at night when the candles are burning
And there's no one else around
That's when I hear the sound
Seven muddy horses
Seven muddy horses
Seven muddy horses
Going down
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Heterochromia (Mengele's Dogs)
Now he is an old man
For demons never age
On a bench in the sun
In a place too warm to be home
Playing fetch with the strays
The way others toss kernels and crusts
To the pigeons and swans
They come to him when he calls
With happy tails and shrill yelps and eager
As free as gypsies and no better fed
And he pats them and feeds them and is
withal so kind
In his old man's soul and panama hat
That only a hard heart could fail to be moved by it
Each day he comes
For each one of them he has
a name
Some affectionate diminutive
Though none of them will ever
amount to anything
Even their sexual indiscrimination
pleases him
Though as refutation or proof no
one can say
When they are sick or hurt he
treats them
With tinctures and salves he prepares
at home
And carries in a black physicians' bag
For the mange maybe
Or their various bites and scrapes
And always a little special something
For the bitches
When they are pregnant
How do you know it is him?
How can you be sure?
How can you be sure it is not?
Is that all there is?
Is it more frightening like this, or less?
Which way do you see him?
It depends which eye you
look out from
What strange permutations and infinity
of combinations there are
For demons never age
On a bench in the sun
In a place too warm to be home
Playing fetch with the strays
The way others toss kernels and crusts
To the pigeons and swans
They come to him when he calls
With happy tails and shrill yelps and eager
As free as gypsies and no better fed
And he pats them and feeds them and is
withal so kind
In his old man's soul and panama hat
That only a hard heart could fail to be moved by it
Each day he comes
For each one of them he has
a name
Some affectionate diminutive
Though none of them will ever
amount to anything
Even their sexual indiscrimination
pleases him
Though as refutation or proof no
one can say
When they are sick or hurt he
treats them
With tinctures and salves he prepares
at home
And carries in a black physicians' bag
For the mange maybe
Or their various bites and scrapes
And always a little special something
For the bitches
When they are pregnant
How do you know it is him?
How can you be sure?
How can you be sure it is not?
Is that all there is?
Is it more frightening like this, or less?
Which way do you see him?
It depends which eye you
look out from
What strange permutations and infinity
of combinations there are
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